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“Short Stories with Tragic Endings”- From Autumn to Ashes.

Here you stand seething with guilt.

Silence only justifies this act of cowardice,

The look stapled on you face cries out for forgiveness

The one thing that I cannot give.

Did you ever see that one person?

And the way they do these things?

And it hurts you so much it’s like

Chocking, chocking, chocking down the ember…

I can give you freedom from your guilt.

With a flick of my wrist onto yours

I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile

I can give you death with the look upon my face.

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy

With no last kiss and no regrets

You don’t deserve good bye

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy

With no last kiss and no good bye

Here you stand seething with guilt

Silence only justified this act of cowardice.

With a short story,

The one you add to daily,

You are the tragic loss

No story book ending for this fairy tale of you

Just the one composed with blood taken

From your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand

Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.

Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.

Did you ever look?

Did you ever see that one person?

And the subtle way that they do these things,

And it hurts so much?

So much like choking down the embers of the great blaze.

It’s that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions

And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds

You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.

And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is

A reminder of what I’ll never have…

I’ll never have…

I’ll never…

Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.

Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.

But this table for one has become bearable.

I now take comfort in this

And for this, I cherish you.

Did you ever look?

Did you ever see that one person?

And the subtle way that they do these things

And it hurts so much?

So much like chocking down the embers of a great blaze.

It’s that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions

And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.

And you let this one person come down, come down.

I cherish you…

I cherish you…

Just say you would do the same for me.

Just say you would do the same for me.

Say you would do the same…

Just say you would do the same for me.

For as much as I love Autumn

I’m giving myself to Ashes…

Hello...Guess what!!! It's my birthday today! Gawd...Im finally 16. But I expected it to feel different but it doesnt. It feels more like sad...This birthday will be the first one without my sister...It feels strange waking up and not seeing her or hearing her. Life just isnt the same. But I know I have to get use to the fact that she wont be here for a while.

 Yeah so...anyways. Today is my birthday. I havent gotten any present but I dont expect to get one any time soon so Im okay. How is everyone? Im hoping good! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! What shall I wear tomorrow? x.X I know! Nothing! Ill just go around the mall nekkid. Yup sireeeeeee bob!  NEKKIDNESS ROX MEH SMELLEH SOX!!!!!!! Anyways...I must go...my hunger is calling to me...TATA people!!! XDDDDDDD

Well, hello everyone. Gawd...I am SO OBERLY BORED. But oh well. Im waiting for my sister to get home so we can go out and see a movie, but its getting late and I doubt she'll get here on time to SEE one. Although, we could still go and walk around. Hmmmn...either way Im going out! >.< So...right now Im taking quizes and having somewhat of a good time reading my results. EBIL! O_O

"The Shit brick is usually the kinda person that doesn't like doing much. Turning down a nice romp in the park to his or her favorite television show and a nice big Mac or a box of chicken nuggets. Though shit bricks have their anti-social flaws what they lack in social values they make up for in laziness...But I guess that isn't a good thing either way...Ok, shit briks are just lazy fucks..."

Well thats what I got...Man..Its nothing like me...but either way thats what I got...Check it out you guys and have fun being shyts. ^.~

http://thisisacryforhelp.com/quiz/shitquiz/shit.html

Well, Im off. Ill keep you guys up to date with my life. X.X As boring as it may seem...o.O;;;

“Wait and Bleed”- Slipknot

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

GOODBYE!!

I wipe it off the tile; the light is brighter this time

Everything is 3-d blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I can’t control my shakes!

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong

I have to laugh out loud; I wish I didn’t like this

Is it a dream or memory?

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

GET OUTTA MY HEAD ‘CAUSE I DON’T NEED THIS!

Why didn’t I see this?

I’m a victim—Manchurian Candidate

Have-Sinned-By-Just

Making my mind up and taking your breath away

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I WAIT AND BLEED!!!

GOODBYE!!!!

You haven’t learned a thing

I haven’t changed a thing

The flesh was in my bones

The pain is always free

You haven’t learned a thing

I haven’t changed a thing

The flesh was in my bones

The pain is always free

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I’ve felt the hate ruse up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can’t see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!!